i sorta, adore everything about the singer, Peaches. Shes a strong woman that makes men the sex toys in songs, not the other way around. shes awesome. im gonna see her soon actually so im sorta obessing over her right now. Lulz best album she has by far is "Impeach My Bush" the second best is "Fatherfucker".
aboutttt everyone knows one of her songs... "Fuck the Pain Away"
Linkx
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dXiFuU7X_Fo

im gonna fuck ur father...

WANT YOU TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE IM THE ONLY BOY IN THE WORLD!

ahhh succh a catchy song, its actully pretty decent and its from Rihanna...WHAT!? yea thats right. apprently i might have to learn it for the singing group. well if i do then i go it in the baagggg

i feel like my friend turned her back on me. to be honest i dunno what happened. i got mad at her because we dont spend enough time together, and recently it was her birthday and i got her two things that i couldnt give to her until this passed weekend on saturday. she said sorry about it but i was still upset i jsut gave her the gifts and peaced it. later i told her exactly how i felt about it. she said what she had to say and that was it. now she hardly says more than one word to me, im worried. i dont want to not be friends and us being mad at each other over stupid shit like that. ive dropped it. i dont get it,t hen a facebook she says that "she doesnt know anyone anymore" not saying that its about me or assuming but im gonna say i might have something to do with it.

its sorta tearing me apart. she sorta my world, i dont have anyone else as close and no one i care about as much, not even my family.

im not sure what to make of my life. i still dont know what i want to do in college to be exact. soon i'll have to register for classes next semester, and i dont know what to take. my best friend idk where we're going. i feel this unbearable feeling of loneliness at times because of it. i feel like i have no friends and that im just really alone, i feel like crying when that happens. its kinda painful, like im dieing or something its too scary.

life is kinda slapping me in the faced with something hard and sandpapery, its gettin a little too much for me to handle. i might have to quit my job to focus and school, and A capella isnt going great people are droppin like flies and we have to perform on the news this mont and thats just another stressful thing to worry about. school work is piling up and i can hardly keep up. im surrounded by so many other excellent people in everything i do, art, math, singing,etc. i feel inadequate, like i'll never amount to anything thing close to them no matter how much i try, im just adverage. i show no talent in anything. i hate it, i hate my life.

i just had to write this down or something, i felt like if i didnt i was going to explode. thanks for listening...if anyone even reads this at all.

...i that im going to seriously pursue my dream, in being a popstar. laugh all you want, but ur gonna be so embarrassed that you did you cant escape my songs that are constantly number one. I'm gathering my "dream team" currently. if your interested volunteer. i need some more creative personnel, singers, dancers, stage crew, promotion (poster, artwork, etc wise). i already know the name of my first album! Cookies to anyone that can guess it!

since the attending the school i currently attend, they have a trip to boston every year, either to wa;lk the freedom trail and shop at quincy market. or the other one is to go to the Boston museum for fine arts and to the holocaust memorial by quincy market, then to shop a quincy market. this year i took the one to the museum. i must say, by far the best field trip i went on. my class mates arent that bad guess. it was just so funny. the museum was pretty and all but really they all made it interesting, that shit was boring without them. Then at Quincy i bought 3 cd's Gorillaz:Plastic Beach Limited cd+dvd+online experience package, Gorillaz: Demon Days Cd+Dvd+ photobook (these things u can tbuy anymore, i really lucked out IM A HUGGGEEEEEEEEE GORRILAZ fAN) and Pheonix: Wolfgang Armedaus (Big fan of them too). Then after shopping we were taking the bus home and it got dark, someone had speakers for ipods so we decided to have a dance party. DAMN THAT WAS SO MUCH FUN! someone evern had a stobe light! deff a night to remember. i love trips to boston

so i sorta noticed this recently... i honestly only have attractive friends, like true talk, my friends are hawt. nooooo i did not pick and choose only the good looking ones, its just how it worked out. as vain as i am, i do not limit myself to just good looking people.

okay so sexual things in particualr that freaks the shit outta me (in no particular order)

1)Vore- omg... i just cant, no i cant even imagine me being eaten by someone and liking it an dpawin off to it like whoa,nope nope

2)Gore- yeeaaaaaa, so no, i will not b e chainsawed inhalf and cum during, thats deff not how it works. i mean okay a little pain is pretty kinky and what not, but not death pain

3)Unbirthing- fucking no...

4)Hyper Cock/Balls/etc- okay, i like big dicks and balls and stuff but i dont wanna fear getting crushed and killed and ripped open by the things i love oh so much, there deff a limit to size and the limit is... if it can fit the first time attempt then its not happenin'

5)Water sports- ew gross disgusting

6) Baby fur stuffs- okay, i honestly dont see the sexiness of being in a diaper, that shit freaks me out, your just a pedophile

7) Scat- NO! you DO NOT play with your and other furs SHIT! do not eat it, do not stick your fingers in it, dot even fucking sniff it. leave it in the toilet

8) Fat- no, i'll be your friend but do NOT get naked infront of me and do not ask to yiff, answer is a screaming no

9) Pregnancy- grrr leave that baby alone, no one needs your cock poking that baby

10) Girls/vaginas- EWW GET IT AWAY FROM ME

things that scare me in order of things that scary me the most to the least scary to me

1) fire
2) being alone for too long
3) crowds
4) closed spaces
5) being lost
6) aliens (the thought of them)
7) drugs (yes that fucking includes weed, you stupid stoners)
8) syringes
9) bugs (of all types, besaides butterflies, ladybugs, and caterpillars
10) the ocean

Yep...laugh it up, IM A WIMP. but seriously these thing scare the utter shit out of me. i hate hate hate them so much! just the thought of it makes me shutter

im in art history right now, working on a project. its early america meeting fudal japan. i chose fashion and how america changed japanese fashion of that time. this is really harsd, but its all in the great name of FASHIIIOOOOOONNN!!! wish m luck

since joining A Capella, we have been working on this medley of 6 songs and we are to sing it for half time at my school student faculty game.

it turned out pretty good, we sang...
(in order)
1. Use Somebody- Kings of Leon
2.DJ Got Us Fallin In Love- Usher
3.Teenage Dream- Katy Perry
4.(Rhianna's part) Love the Way You Lie- Eminem
5.Your Love Is My Drug- Ke$ha
6.Dynamite- Taio Cruz

i of course was soooo nervous i literally almost pissed myself, but all in all i feel it was good, the whole school cheered, i guess they liked it. Im really excited for the next performance now, but i know we have to sing the star spangled banner soon, which i fucking hate because i feel that shouldnt be our national anthem and because i hate this country and i will not sing anything that honors it in anyway 'shape or form.

anywho, that what happened today, wasn't so bad

ASSHOLES! jus sayin'... i dont like how ppl come out of nowhere talking to you then when you are semi-interested in what they are sayin about, they act like an asshole. sorry that im trying to make conversation with you after you neglect me for 3 weeks at a time. your a great friend, love you much, but i also hate you.

i hope yall have a good Halloween full of candy,a nd some cheesy scares, and kinky costumes!^^

okay so its clear to every one when i talk about couples and how bad they for example why is this person whom is hawt is with this fat ugly person and such. Its not like i dont think they are in love, i just think its awkward as all fucking hell, like seeing a fish outta water. its just weird. I definitely respect the power of love and all its healing properties and how it joins people together. just why must it be gawd awfully painful to see sometimes? i sorta hate it...

okay so, first full month of school and i sorta hate it. u see my school i new and is expanding, so they are accepting more and more people each year. ive been there for my sophomore year and up so this is my third year, and each year its gotten shittier and shittier. and its just beacuse of the new kids being accepted, this year we actually have gang violence...WTH did that come from?! oh well... i guess it cant be helped.
On a good note, i discovered i actually have some singing talent, i auditioned for my schools arcapella choir and i made it! teehee thats my proudest achivement this year! i sang this japanese song, that i personally have this connection to Never End by Namie Amuro.
other than that im pretty satified with this year, i cant wait to graduate. the time is going by so slow.
(btw, does anyone know where i can get a sewing machine fur cheap and some fabric stuff cheap also?)

Love,
Taku

its my 17th birthday!!! sigh.. its not as great as i thought it would have be, but ya know another year on earth! idk what im gettin, i hope it something cool! Going to a fair today with Aino ( big E). Its my Favorite place in the whole world, the food, the attractions, the shopping, EVERYTHINGG!!! SQUEEEEE IM SO EXCITED NOWWW~~!!

if you were a good person, you would call and try to get the vote of a Senator to repeal Dont ask Dont Tell. This law is disgusting, it keeps gays from openly serving and disclosing their sexual orientation while serving this country. If outted they are immediately discharged and are forever forbidden to serve. Lots of things are fucked up with that one, they are fighting honorably and no matter their worth if they find out they are gay they discharge gays like its nothing. Two, this treatment is unconstitutional. the law was first passed in 1993, it was passed with the intention to protect gays serving in the service, but it only did the opposite. superiours would work off of assumption and at times have a huge gay witch hunt. There are accounts of them invading their privacey and actually calling their families, this must stop! its not even being inforced right! i could go on...
for more information go to
http://www.sldn.org/blog/archives/gaga

also a video
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GG5V.....layer_embedded

Call a Senator at the National Switchboard, its 24 hours a day so feel free to call when ever, at
(202) 224-3121.

Forward this to everrryyyyoneee!!! Spread the word to everyone, this is important! everyone should be educated about this.

1. You can ONLY answer Yes or No .

2. You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone messages/comments you and asks.

3. It is harder than it looks, but NO explanations !!! You will want to... but don't!!!

Kissed any one of your Facebook friends? ~ yes
Been arrested? ~ No
Kissed someone you didn't like? ~ yes
Slept in until 5 PM? ~ no
Fallen asleep at work/school? ~ Yes
Ran a red light? ~ No
Been suspended from school? ~ Yes
Experienced love at first sight? ~ YES
Totaled your car in an accident? ~ no
Been fired from a job? ~ No
Fired somebody? ~ No
Sang karaoke? ~ YES
Pointed a gun at someone? ~ No
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? ~ Yes
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose? ~ No
Caught a snowflake on your tongue? ~ Yes
Kissed in the rain? ~ No
Had a close brush with death (your own) ~ Yes
Seen someone die? ~ No
Played spin-the-bottle? Yes
Sang in the shower? ~ Yes
Smoked a cigar? ~ No
Sat on a rooftop? ~ yes
Taken pictures of yourself naked? ~ NO!
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes? ~ yes (that sucked so bad)
Skipped school? ~ Yes
Eaten a bug? ~ No
Sleepwalked? ~ Yes (it was this weird phase)
Walked a moonlit beach? ~ No
Ridden a motorcycle? ~ No
Dumped someone? ~ no
Forgotten your anniversary? ~ No
Lied to avoid a ticket? ~ No
Ridden on a helicopter? ~ No
Shaved your head? ~ No
Blacked out from drinking? ~ No
Played a prank on someone? ~ Yes
Hit a home run? ~ No
Felt like killing someone? ~ Yes (all the fucking time)
Cross-dressed? ~ no
Been falling-down drunk? ~ No
Made your girlfriend/boyfriend cry? ~ no (never had one)
Eaten snake? ~ No
Marched/Protested? ~ Yes
Had Mexican jumping beans for pets? ~ No
Puked on amusement ride? ~ No
Seriously & intentionally boycotted something? ~ Yes
Been in a band? ~ No
Knitted? ~ No
Been on TV? ~ Yes
Shot a gun? ~ Yes
Skinny-dipped? ~ No
Caused someone to need stitches? ~ Yes
Ridden a surfboard? ~ No
Drank straight from a liquor bottle? ~ No
Had surgery? ~ No
Streaked? ~ NO
Taken by ambulance to hospital? ~ yes
Passed out when not drinking? ~ Yes (i think so...)
Peed on a bush? ~ Yes
Donated Blood? ~ No
Grabbed electric fence? ~ No
Eaten alligator meat? ~ yes (i felt really bad)
Eaten cheesecake? ~ Yes
Eaten kids' Halloween candy? ~ Yes
Killed an animal when not hunting? ~ No (i couldnt live with myself if i did)
Peed your pants in public? ~ No (maybe...i think...no deff not)
Written graffiti? ~ No (i think that shit is ugly i dont care what you say)
Still love someone you shouldn't? ~ Yes
Think about the future? ~ Yes
Been in handcuffs? ~ No
Believe in love? ~ Yes
Sleep on a certain side of the bed? ~ Yes

Yesterday, on Sept. 16 2010. i attended Lady GaGa's Monster Ball Tour. Best thing that happened to me in my life. Shes my hero, and even being in the same room with her was such an honor. I havent cried so much since like... December of last year...i wont go into details there. But WOW! what a show! The Fashion was amazing, the dancing was AMAZING, the singing...INCREDIBLE! everything she said to the audience was touching, it was just messages of love and how everyone deserves to be on top and accepted for the way the were born.

All in all, going to the Monster Ball was the best day of my life, i felt so free! I wish that 2 hours would never end, but of course it did. good thing i bought some Merch that i will treasure for ever.

[ x] you meow/bark to get attention
[ x] you find pets toys amusing
[ ] you get hyper by the smell of catnip
[ ] you growl/hiss when someone gets too close to your food
[ x] you growl/hiss when someone you dislike is too close to you
[ ] you purr/shake your leg when someone shows you affection
[ ] if someone tosses a ball, you chase it and brings it back
Total: 3

[ x] you love to be scratched behind the ear
[x] you love fish/meat
[ x] you like to stick your head out trough the window of a moving car
[x] you like when people pet your head
[ ] people can make you stop doing stuff by hitting you on the nose with a newspaper
[x] you think feathers are fun to play with
Total: 8

[ ] you sleep a lot during daytime
[ x] you enjoy scaring birds
[x ] you lick peoples faces to show you like them
[x] you bite people if they annoy you (Rare occation. :3)
[ x] you tend to steal food from your friends/family's plate when you have eaten all of yours
[x] milk or water is your favorite drink
Total: 13

[x] you own a collar and you enjoy wearing it (All the time!)
[] you own a leash and enjoy wearing it (I'd rather hold the handle and someone else on the other end.)
[x] you own animal ears/tail/paws or a fursuit
[x] you enjoy long walks in the park
[ ] you meow/bark when you see something you want
Total: 16

[x] you call your hands and feet "paws"
[x] you tilt your head when you do not understand what someone is talking about
[ x] you run to the door when someone mentions a walk
[x] you really enjoy cuddling (Depends who...)
[x] you stretch your body and whimper a bit every morning when you wake up
[ ] you can wake up and go back to sleep right away after looking around
Total: 21

[x ] you have your favorite spot besides your bed where you like to sleep
[x] you meow or bark very often (Here and there.)
[ ] you hide when you get scared
[ x] you run to the door to see who it is every time someone comes in to the house
[ x] you like to chase flying insects and try to catch them with your bare hand
[x] you tend to chew on stuff a lot (I get the occational erg...)
[ ] you like to do tricks to get a treat
Total: 26

[ ] you own a wearable item/tag with your name on it
[x] you refer to your self as an animal (Sometimes.)
[] your username has something to do with animals (Furry.)
[ ] your e-mail has something to do with animals
[x] if you get a bleeding wound, you lick it to make it feel better
[ x] you look for edible stuff often
Total: 29

[x] you often find yourself looking through the window for a long time
[ ] you like to say hi to strangers
[x] you like to be petted when you have done something good
[ x] people think you act like a pet
[ ] you growl/hiss at stuff you do not like
[ ] you like to eat grass
[ x] if you get wet, you shake to get rid of the water
Total: 33
Now, take your score and multiply it with by two to get your percentage.
~66%

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Wow, ya know you really dont think about it till you take this test ^o ^;;;;;;

okay so if you comment on this post...that means you want o know what i think about u based on these following 9 things.
1. Tell you something I'll learn about you by looking at your FA page for 13 seconds.
2. Tell you which color you remind me of.
3. Tell you my first memory of you.
4. Tell you what pokemon you remind me of.
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you, and your answer has to be as vague as possible to keep the suspense.
6. Tell you my favorite thing about you.
7. Give you a weird nickname
8. Tell you what's on my shirt right now.
9. Challenge you to post this on your journal.

ahh yess! thank you all for commenting on my posts. it really good when someone comments on anything of mine, since im not all that great and haha i have nothing much to say!! You guys pretty much rock my day everytime i log in and i get a shout or some sort of reply to something!!^^ ^0^

perfect song for this and the last journal post.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O-R8qKpJfMs
lyrics here: http://www.kiwi-musume.com/lyrics/a.....s/neverend.htm

this song makes me want to cry every single time i hear it. i wonder e=what is it in a song that gets us emotional. whether its anger or it gets u sad or it makes you happy or so happy your crying. like really, is it just the connection u feel or is it something deeper? your soul being touched? i always though that.

What songs make you get emotional, any at all??

hurry before spots are taken up!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:13825698

sigghh... so summer is coming to an end, and ppl are going out for school shopping. as much as i hate the summer because of the heat and seemingly endless boredom, im going to miss not haveing to do anything. i wanna go back to school but its just inevitable that ill start hating it. im sick of work too, i need it though so i can save up for a fursuit, and school, books and classes are expensive! Oh well what am i gonna do? i just dont want this summer to end because it was sorta monumental, got my permit THE SAME DAY AS MY FIRST CON! got my first job, this is the summer ive become more independent. it feels good!

how was ur summer?